Follow Your Heart Diva

Monday, July 21, 2008

Should I?

Okay, here are the new updates to my world. As of July 31st I will no longer be working for the Big I. I have accepted a position as Grassroots Manager for the Credit Union National Association. It's one step closer to ruling the world/being able to run campaigns on my own so it's perfect! I am very excited, yet sad to leave my chairs and my friends. So the entire thing is bittersweet. But, I think it's great to finally be recognized and sort of stolen/recruited for the work I have done at the Big I. The greatest flattery is being offered a better/different/cool job here in DC.

For the weird notes.....
I keep having dreams about an old acquaintance. I'm not sure why, it's not like JTG and I have spoken in 8 years, however recently things have been reminding me of our odd connection, mainly my 3 favorite words "Follow Your Heart." I'm hoping he's okay, and that his life has brought him endless happiness, however I am worried at the moment and he's on my mind. So Here's hoping my friend is okay.

Obvious Notes:
I am scared beyond all reason about this new job. I want to do amazing and NOT screw up anything. It's the perfectionist in me. But I also don't want to be seen as over-controlling or anal-retentive. I guess I'm going to have to try and find a fun balance.

Not so Obvious:
I think the people planning my b-day extravaganza kinda forgot to well, plan it. Which is okay. I'm not up for a night of total stupidity and eventually ending up a babysitter even if it is MY party. I'm wondering if I should be mad or if I should just look to a few key people and see there is no need to worry.... I don't think there is. I'm happy, and it's just a day. During THE special day I was surrounded by the people and pets I love most. Who could ask for more?

Those are brief updates. Yes, i know they suck. If you have questions, you can hit me up...